To Maan, With Love :)
NY2NF - A Travelogue
We went near the Horse shoe falls for some more time, took some interesting pics (of Tej rolling down the small hill for the first time :P), and then we left for the 'American falls and the Bridal viel view' from the top, also saw the Niagara river on the way . One more intersting incident happened here, Tej drank Pepsi! and was ready to break rules, in the sense, walk on the road without the pedestrian walk sign (Well this is huge you see :) ). After some more pics of the falls we left for the discovery center movie about the legends and the history of the Niagara Falls, here the waiting time for the next show was 40 min, so we started playing 20 questions it was more like any number of questions in one min, which turned out to be ultrafun, we laughed and laughed and I will remeber this for a long time :). The movie was like an anti-climax to our game, it was boring, poorly directed and acted and very poorly connected from story to story. I was trying to sleep, Maan was trying to be awake, Tej slept off, S was like 'why have they shown this guy walking on the pole for so long', Kuba was like 'The so called Maid of the Mist was like a zombie when she was running away her marriage', so the moral of the story is do not go to watch this movie when you visit Niagara. Our next stop was for the lighing of the falls and the fireworks from the observation deck. The falls lighted up and looked beautiful but the process of changing the colors was very slow and after a point it became boring. we saw the lighting for some 40 min and left at 9.10 PM to go for dinner and come back again for the fireworks at 9.45, but the fireworks on that day started at 9.15 itself and we had to see them from where we were standing.
It was a suuper trip and all thanks to the fantastic four Chenni :), Kuba,Tej and S for such an awesome trip.
Is it going to be my last cuppa ! ( whims and fancies)
I know a lot of friends who drink coffee regularly may be like 3 times a day (or even more, I seem like a lesser evil here :P) and few of them who don't even drink coffee. I don't want to stop drinking coffee but also I don't want to drink it so much that I will start hating it (I guess I have reached the starting point of this phase now) because I do love coffee once in a while, so my best bet now is to quit coffee for a month and see how it goes...
I wonder if I will be able to follow this even for a day! ( I am very flaky you see :P), I will let you know after tomorrow morning 9 am class ;) ...
People say where there is a will there is a way!! but I donno 'where' my will is and I certainly donno 'which' my way is :P ...
First time in Flight, First time in Mumbai to First time in Love :) (Part 3)
First time in Flight To First time in Mumbai to First time in Love :) (Part 2)
That's how I din't write till today about my trip to Mumbai. Damn this bloody sleep :P
ಡಿ.ವಿ.ಜಿ - ಒಂದು ಸ್ಮರಣೆ
ಕುದುರೆ ನೀನ್, ಅವನು ಪೇಳ್ದಂತೆ ಪಯಣಿಗರು
ಮದುವೆಗೋ ಮಸಣಕೋ, ಬೇಕೆಂದ ಕಡೆಗೋಡು
ಪದ ಕುಸಿಯೆ ನೆಲವಿಹುದು - ಮಂಕುತಿಮ್ಮ
ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ ಏನೋ ಗೊಂದಲ, ಏನೂ ಬೇಡ, ಎಂಥದು ಬೇಡ, ಏನೋ ಒಂದೇ ಚಿಂತೆ. ನಾನು ನಿಂತಿರುವೆ, ಆದರೆ ಗಡಿಯಾರ ನಿಲ್ಲದು, ಸಮಯ ಓಡುತಿದೆ, ಜೀವನ ಸಾಗುತಿದೆ, ಎಲ್ಲಿಗೆ, ಯಾವ ಕಡೆಗೆ, ಒಂದೂ ತಿಳಿಯದು. ಇಂಥ ಯೋಚನೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕುಳಿತಾಗ ನೆನಪಿಗೆ ಬಂದದ್ದು ಮೇಲಿನ ಪದ್ಯ. ಅದೆಂಥಹ ಅರ್ಥ, ಅದೆಂಥಹ ಕಲ್ಪನೆ, ಆ ಕ್ಷಣಕ್ಕೆ ಎಲ್ಲವನ್ನು ಮರೆತು, ಛೆ ಇನ್ನು ಡಿ.ವಿ.ಜಿ ಅವರ ಕೃತಿಗಳನ್ನ ಜಾಸ್ತಿ ಓದ್ಬೇಕ್ಕಿತ್ತು ಅಂತ ಅನ್ನುಸ್ತ ಇದೆ :P
First time in Flight To First time in Mumbai to First time in Love :) (Part 1)
The two most amazing days, when I fell in love for the first time in my life... - With the city of Mumbai :P I myself was amazed at how happy I could really be, enjoy myself and the company I am with. I really don't remember the last time I was so happy. I forgot everything else for those two days and there was nothing but pure joy.
A day that was ... hmm "awesomest" !!!
Strated at 9.15 am, (though we were supposed to start at 8.30, well I got up only at 8.30 :P), with a stop at thousand oaks and reached universal studios in the universal City around 11. Our 'good luck' began with the studio's systems being down, hence our passes not being stamped and viola we had a free tour of the Universal studios :P. We began our adventure of Universal studios with the house of horrors and surprisingly it was fun, followed by the terminator-2 3D show, with a prelude from the cyberdine "Suuuper" :) lady and the technology combined with reality of actors on-stage and on-screen simultaneously, made the show really really "suuuper". I have not watched any of the Terminator movies but after this show I have planned to watch Terminator-2 in its honor:P. This being the Christmas season there was a giant Christmas tree and a patch of snow. Played in the snow for the first time here :) and loved it. On the way, met 'Donkey' of the "Shrekk movie", and got ourselves an unlimited refillable bucket of Popcorn :D. Next stop was the Shrek 4D show where even we were involved in the action (us being the 4th Dimension).
Okay, now it was time for our picnic lunch of corn sandwich, and with our first refill of the popcorn we proceeded to the ultimate "simpsons ride" and waited for a like 25 min (which is supposedly a very short waiting time). Truly amazing it was !!! (the holography technology, just amazing). Next on the list was pop-corn refill and the studio tour. The king-kong's Skull Island creation - just brilliant. (I don't have words to express other than superlatives for everything I saw this day). After the studio tour, time for another refill of popcorn and dinosaurs so Jurassic park it was! Finally a ride to the mummy-land, the best roller-coaster ride till date on my list. we just could not get enough of it even after the second round :)...with a last refill of the pop-corn, and a patel pic in front of the "universal studios logo" we ended our adventure of Universal studios, and thanks to Manaaasa :P, Kumar, Karthik, Murali, Priya who made the day even more amazing :)
To complete the Day, Dosa in an indian restaurant and "the entire day just felt like heaven :)".
:D
hmm... every time you try to describe that person, you always end up just repeating 'AWESOME' :D (like forever) ...
One 'Quarter' ... and more :)
It started as everything else starts - with great "excitement", for taking the most fundu courses, planning to change the course of my life (:D) which seemed like a mess back then (you see, grass is always greener on the other side!!! and so true!!!). Started the first week, crashed all the exciting courses possible, trying to cram in as my subjects.With this initial enthusiasm I finalized and took up 5 courses (:D). Then came the second week, dropped 1 course, and soon came the third week, well you wont get any noble prize for guessing - yes I dropped one more course. Now I was proper grad student left with the minimum requirement of 3 courses :). Entering the 4th week I realized I am not able to cope up with one of my courses (what the hell! And I thought I would change the course of my life :P ), after a lot of contemplation and many sleepless nights, I dropped that course and took up another course, I was half way into the quarter already (Time flies by in a quarter system).
Obviously I was feeling low. Thanks to my friends, especially Darshan and Manasa, because of whom I was able to remain sane during this period. when things go wrong one of my friend pacifies saying, "maga, finally all that matters is you being happy at the end of the day :P", however stupid this might seem, it works. Half way into the quarter I had more realization than ever in my entire life, can be said 'jnanodaya' :P, remember the kind of realization Buddha had below a bodhivriksha :), well if not such a great realization but yes Grad life teaches :P and makes you realize :P !!!
Right now in the final week of the quarter (Already!) and trying to muster all the energy to complete the courses. Projects, finals, papers and games(I donno how games become a routine during exams, I don't play any if there are no exams) and sleep (exams make you want to sleep more, seriously!!)
So I ask myself do I want to quit? People say a quarter always makes you want more. whatever it is, even a roller-coaster ride is a fun ride u c :) ...So, say "All izz Well" and keep going ;) ...
Silver lining !
I am a pessimist by nature. I admire people who are optimistic but I never by myself have dared or even tried to be an optimist. Whenever I am given a situation my graph is always on the negative y-axis counting the negativities of the outcome. The balance in my hand for any task has more negative points to it than positives. But that cloud in the sky was oh so beautiful! and made me think, that maybe there is That One Day in everyones life when life seems beautiful, that you are awed by its beauty and you will get to tell "Yes, Every dog has its day :P".
Its a hard life if you are a pessimist ( I know that :P ) and harder to turn into an optimist (I know that too :P ). But maybe every cloud does have a silver lining and that day may be a pessimist will turn into an optimist or
maybe just that my graph is going positive now :) ...
Remember the First Time? ;)
Well, there is a first time for everything we do ;) ... And I remember the first time I did all kinds of things ... The first time I got a 100/100 :P ( I know what you are thinking - "show off", but still, I remember it ).. The first time I carried a chit to the test in order to copy from it and was sweating so profusely out of fear that I din't even see a word written on it and that was the last time :P ... The first time I spoke on stage (and cried later for forgetting all the words) .. The first time I did a night-out tarvelling in a bus to mysore and then back, just for the sake of a night out... The first time I left home for my school in Kittur ...The list goes on ...
Now, coming to the point, fast forwarding the list to my most recent first time experience... The first time I tasted alcohol :) ... It was labelled 'Nilaya' and green in colour, got specially from Pondicherry :) (real reason - the alcohol is cheaper there) for me and my friend from another dear friend ( well he was in pondicherry that time acidentally so). My first thought when I saw the sleek greenish bottle was 'wine is red or white .. why is this green?' (It was that particular green which actually seems like the coulour of puke)...
Me and my friend had a deal in college - that we will booze one fine day and see what the fuss is all about before we finish college... but as usual we could not ... So, till recently, even after the bottle was in my hand, the wait got longer as my friend had to finish her GATE (The Exam) on Feb 14th :P .. Then came our D Day - when we had our wine in a coffee mug and a steel cup :P with lots of chips (an advice from the dear friend who got us the wine)...
We still had half of the bottle full, after our two people booze party (btw we had consumed all the chips by then) ...The next day I flushed the remaining liquid in toilet ( I had no other go - See, I stay alone in a single room and if my mom sees that thing when she comes over I guess she will die of heart-attack)...
To be honest guys... It does not taste good... It does not feel good... it is expensive... So I still do not get what the fuss is all about ...
Even though I did not get high, I vaugely remember that I had alcohol - An experience of a lifetime, or was it?
Thinking/Worrying, what is it? A thin line?
I had sent the above lines to my friend for review, and she said, "Actually, first your mind will be flooded by a thousand thoughts when you try to make sense out of something that you will not know which one to take and which one to leave and then after this flooding you will reach the state of no thought formation, not before that". I thought for few minutes and I replied back to her as " yeah you are right, I have gone through what you said many times !!!"
But it got me thinking, it had happened to me a few times, but in actuality, I am not flooded by a thousand thoughts every time I try to think. I started putting up all my good and bad experiences in life so far, trying to remember the time when I was flooded by thoughts, and not to my surprise, I did not get many, not even close to five.
I realized that, I don't make sense, even for a minute, when I try to think. When I try to think, all I do is curse myself for whatever I have done which leads to self loathing and there I stop thinking and that's it. So is this what is called thinking? If not what is this? And why did I reply back the way I did? Well that's a different story altogether.
Finally after a long contemplation, came to the conclusion that I cannot think, I mean I cannot think rationally at all. I used to think that, I think too much and that is my biggest problem in life but the actual problem is, it's worrying and not thinking that I do. So all the thoughts I thought I was thinking are actually gibberish which make my thoughts empty...
So, trying hard to segregate thinking from worrying which will make life much simpler !!! is it not? :)
An Act of goodness :D
It was a sunny day... went out to feel good by having a tender coconut. I got more than I had asked for.
ಒಂದು ಗಂಜಿ ಕೊಡಿ ಅಂತ ಕೇಳ್ದೆ (Asked for a tender coconut with a bit of pulp). He chopped one among the heap. Water was sweet and it felt good in the hot sun. After I drained the water, he cut opened the coconut and I was having the thick 'ಗಂಜಿ' (pulp), when he chopped another coconut and handed it to me. I was like, "ನಾನ್ ಒಂದೇ ಕೇಳಿದ್ದು" (I just asked for one) and I was overwhelmed when he said "ಅದ್ರಲ್ಲಿ ಬರಿ ಗಂಜಿ ಇತ್ತು, ನೀರು ತುಂಬ ಕಮ್ಮಿ, ಇದನ್ನ ತಗೋಳಿ" (It just had pulp no water, take this). I felt good after a very long time. And he took the money for just one coconut.
In this cynical world full of cynics, I felt blessed to be bestowed upon by an act of goodness which even I would have not considered doing. During my college days, I would get up and leave my seat whenever a pregnant woman or women with children or somebody old and feeble would be standing in bus. Nowadays, while travelling by bus I just gaze out of the window and not even look on the other side in order to avoid giving up my seat. In my defense I say to myself "Oh come on, it has been a long day and I am tired too" but whatever the reason it does not feel right and my conscience hurts.
I hope that I shall not turn into a total cynic because there are people out there like the coconut vendor who are still doing GOOD :)
Thoughts of a Fool
I was thinking ... Kept thinking ... And then finally decided to start blogging.
I did not know what I could put down in my blog. You see, as Joey says in "F.R.I.E.N.D.S" - "It seems I don't have enough thoughts to think about", it seems that, I too don't have anything substantial to write about (BTW I am huge fan of FRIENDS :P). But, its my dream to be an 'accomplished' writer someday :P. So, I thought - "let me start by putting down whatever teeny weeny thoughts I have on to the virtual paper atleast" :P and here I am. ( Hoping that, I will continue this seriously as its my habit to delete everything. Till now, I have created and deleted maybe some 5 blogs). Hence, I request you all to read my blog ( meaning, bear my words ) and be my critics so that I can fulfill my dream one day :P ...
